Wednesday, August 19, 2015

A Moment I Treasure Is...

The moment I treasure in life is when I successfully completed treatment.

I chose this moment because I was in treatment for 48 days.  We had to live in close quarters with all boys and no cigs, shitty food, and no time to just go outside and chill, either with myself or others.

We were always being watched and documented so we could only get away with a handful of things.

I almost got kicked out multiple times because of my behavior and what not, but in the end I actually successfully completed treatment.  The reason I chose this moment is because :

1. I learned a bunch of shizz about being clean and all the things drugs do to you.
2. I had to buck up and do the things I was supposed to do which honestly I'd never really done.  I usually just don't give a f***.
3. From being away from my mom and sister so long, when I got to see them it was a pretty dank moment, I'd have to say.

And for that I treasure the moment not only because of the good parts, but also because of all the shitty ones too, and how I learned that if I really really want something, then I'll figure out how to do the things I can to get out of that situation.

After all that, I ended up putting all the skills and stuff to work and stayed clean for more than 200 days, which is probably a danker moment than when I got out of treatment because that's a fat ass minute of being clean.

G.S.